p.s I'm still not over you

Rihanna-P.S I'm still not over you

[verse 1]
Whats up?
I know we haven't spoken for a while
But I was thinkin bout you
And it kinda made me smile
So many things to say
And I'll put em in a letter
Thought it might be easier
The words might come out better
How's your mother, how's your little brother?
Does he still look just like you?
So many things I wanna know the answers to
Wish I could press rewind
And rewrite every line
To the story of me and you

[chorus]
Don't you know I've tried and I've tried
To get you out my mind
But it don't get no better
As each day goes by
And I'm lost and confused
I've got nothin to lose
Hope to hear from you soon
P.S. I'm still not over you
Still not over you

[verse 2]
Excuse me, I really didn't mean to ramble on
But there's a lot of feelings that remain since you've been gone
I guess you thought that I would put it all behind me
But it seems there's always somethin right there to remind me
Like a silly joke, or somethin on the t.v.
Boy it aint easy
When I hear our song
I get that same old feeling
Wish I could press rewind
Turn back the hands of time
And I shouldn't be telling you

[chorus]
Don't you know I've tried and I've tried
To get you out my mind
But it don't get no better
As each day goes by
And I'm lost and confused
I've got nothin to lose
Hope to hear from you soon
P.S. I'm still not over you
Still not over you

Did you know I kept all of your pictures
Don't have the strength to part with them yet
Oh no....
Tried to erase the way your kisses taste
But some things a girl can never forget

[chorus]
Don't you know I've tried and I've tried
To get you out my mind
But it don't get no better
As each day goes by
And I'm lost and confused
I've got nothin to lose
Hope to hear from you soon
P.S. I'm still not over you
Still not over you

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Hi folks, it's me. I would like to tell ya about my feeling now

actually, I made this post on Nov, 29th. but I haven't post it yet

It's kinda pathetic to realize that my relationship w/ Andhika is totally OVER. to be honest, I never dream about things will turn up this way. my heart was so broken. but what else can I do? my mom didn't like him, do we have to separated. pathetic, ryt?

the one thing I really care about is him. I dunno what happened to him when I leave him alone. and I dunno what'll happen if he start to leaves me. and each time goes by, I know it'll happen soon. and now? it's began

Andhika leaves me, he act like he don't know me at all. if he really know we, he'll never do this things. it makes me so depressed. surely, I never imagine to live without him. but I have to. I know it's for the best, but why am I in tears? he always push me away, he always tell me that I have to move on and leave all behind. but I can't do it, not now

now, he start to ignoring me. everyone say that he still in love w/ me. but I can't face his carelessness, cruelness and his ignorance. my life was so terrible because of that. I'm not as strong as you think. I can't admit the reality. I can't walk w/ my head up. I can't stop to call you, text you, even think of you. boy you're wrote on my brain premanently. you should know that

I'm lost without you. I can't face their question about us. it always makes me wanna cry. I always hope, if I cry on my night you'll appear and tell me that I have to stop to cry. but it'll never happen. cause there's a huge, high, and big wall that stand between us.

hey boy, do you remember about our promises? we promised that we'll never leave each other, and will always be together. but we broke it. you said you'll stay w/ me forever, but you don't. I know, I know it's for the best, but I just can't understand. why must us? why should be like this? it hurts too much.

I'll try to understand. but, one thing you should know that I love you so much

xoxo,

Selma

heyow

hello blogers, maaf ya postingan terakhir gue sangat engga jelas

ya karena gua ga ada ide buat mosting lalu Andhika bilang "yaudah kamu mosting tentang aku aja" yaudah jadinya begitu hehe

btw, gua lagi bingung nih buat nge-read more blog. udah nyoba but gabisa-bisa

terpaksa gua harus ngotak-atik lebih lama -_______-

eh iya senin besok gua ulangan akhir semester loh!
ga nyangka deh cepet banget waktu jalannya, padahal 2 bulan lalu gue masih tengah semester eeh sekarang udah akhir semester aja

hhh, kaya hubungan gua sama Andhika

2 bulan yang lalu masih ga ada apa-apa tapi ternnyata harus selese sampe disini

but, we never ask for this. we just have to seperate because of something that stuck between us

yeah, my mom. she's the problem

udah ah gausah di ungkit ya *siapa juga yang duluan ngungkit*

karena senin besok gue udah UAS, mungkin bakal berenti bentar buat ngotak ngatik ini blog

so don't miss me ya hahahaha-_-"

yaudah ah I wanna study science

so, good bye and good night :)

w/ love,

Selma Halida

my beloved 090909

heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyow maaf ya udah lama ga posting abisnya males sih hahaha

eh eh eh eh, i have a new boyfriend, well actually he's my husband hahahaha

his name is Andhika Dwinanda Djuli

and i love him soooooooooooooooo damn much

more than i can tell deh ya

wish us last forever yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

thankyouuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu :)

Andhika,

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH

bye,

selma

assalamualaikum :)

halo semuanyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
maaaaf ya ini udah lama banget engga mosting abisan sempet lupa sama passnya hihihi

apa kabaar? semoga baik-baik saja ya (apadah guaaa)
well, gue bingung mau cerita apa tapi ya gue mau mengumumkan bahwaaaaa

'gue udah kelas 9 loh kawan'
gue masuk kelas 9-6 yang katanya unggulan ke-2 gitchu deh
terus hari ini gue abis selese Uji Blok, jadi Uji Blok itu buat placement kita lagi
tiap 2 bulan di adain tes blok gitu buat nempatin kelas -.-

di kelas 9 pada banyak yang baru loooh
1. gue potong rambut (pamer)
2. Ayu make behel dan softlens
3. Reisa juga pake behel
4. Ririn juga pake behel (Ririn di 9-1 huhu)

pokoknya makin cantik deh semuanya (pede) haha

gue bingung sebenernya mau ngomongin apa
mending gue promosiin account social network gue aja deh ya haha
plurk : http://plurk.com/selmarw
twitter : http://twitter.com/selmarw

harap di add yaa kawan kalo udah saya mengucapkan terimakasih haha :))




last but not least,
i wanna say to all 'Happy Fasting guys!'
sorry for all my mistakes yaaaa :D





okedeh segini aja nanti kalo udah ada ide saya akan mosting lagi :D
assalamualaikum :)

di rumah Dita

Hello all
Miss you so much much my blog hehe
Maaf udah lama nggak posting , yaa di karenakan virus ‘M’
Malas merajalela hehe
Apalagi emang gue lagi sibuk dengan tugas-tugas sekolah yang tiada henti

Oh oke gue mau cerita
Jadi kan tanggal 16 Feb kemaren, gue ke rumah Dita
Gue ke sana sama Dhira, Ajeng sama Syaluh
Pertama kita jajan ke depan sekolah MIN
Terus ke rumah Dita ngobrol-ngobrol gitu lah

Nggak lama Eyang-nya Dita, a.k.a Eyang Retno dateng nyamperin ke depan teras
Setelah basa-basi gitu tiba-tiba Dhira ngomong
Dhira : yang, kenal sama Muhammad Ammar Kanz nggak? *mihihihihiahaha
Eyang : oooh si Ammar , iya Eyang kenal kenapa dia?
Dhira : ini nih yang si Selma kan pacarnya huahahaha
Eyang : ha?! Kok kamu mau sama Ammar? Yaampun si Ammar
Selma : NGGAK Eyang! Aku tuh udah putus Eyaaaaaaaaaaaaang
Eyang : putus? Kenapa toh? Baguslah daripada kamu pacaran sama orang kayak begitu
Dhira : emang Ammar kenapa yang?
Eyang : dia tuh dekil , kumel ih pokoknya jorok banget deh. Mukanya melas kalo kata orang mah
Semua : hahahahahahhahahauahauahauhauhauah (kecuali gue yang Cuma bisa nyengir)
Ajeng : terus dhir terus terus demen banget gue ngeliat Selma begono hahaha
Selma : sialan lu jeng ! ahh
Syaluh : kok Eyang bisa kenal sama Ammar ?
Eyang : iya waktu itu dia kesini sama temen-temennya belajar bareng sama Eyang. Kan Eyang guru Fisika.
Selma : oooh terus?
Eyang : iya jadi dia curhat sama Eyang. Udah sohiban deh sama Eyang (wetsaaah mantap banget
yah aha) Eyang tuh kasian sama dia mukanya itu loh ih. Kok ada yang mau sama dia?
Dhira : tuh si Selma juga masih mau kali yang sampe sekarang
Selma : iiih apaan nggak Eyang! Aku udah gaksuka sama dia ihhh
Eyang : alaah? Yakin kamu? Nanti gitu-gitu orangnya lewat kamu suka lagi haha
Semua : hauhauhaha mampus lo sel
Selma : aaaaaaaah nggak Eyang nggaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa udah mantan pokoknya !
Eyang : heh, nggak ada yang namanya mantan. Kalo udah mantan itu berarti kamu udah di
apa-apain sama dia. Udah belom kamu?
Selma : belom yang
Dita : ah elah si Ammar kan gitu yang kebanyakan mantan
Eyang : heh jangan gitu kamu kalo di gituin sakit nggak?
Dita : ya tapikan aku Cuma pernah sama Awwaaab sama Fathur sekarang yang
Eyang : ya tapi tetep aja
Dhira : yang aku mau ke depan bentar ya yang aku mau beli sikat gigi ehhe
Eyang : iya hati-hati jangan ngebut ya
Dhira : iya yang. Cerita terus tentang Ammar ya ampe aku balik ahahahah
Eyang : PASTI! Haha
Dhira : waw Eyang gahhhhoooooooool haha
Eyang : iya dong gahol haha


Terus si Dhira sama Syaluh pergi dah naek motor
Dan bener selama dia pergi tuh ya Eyang tetep terus ngoceeeeeeeeeh tentang Ammar
Bikin gue jadi –nyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeees- hahaha
Yaaa walaupun udah gak ada perasaaan apa-apa tapikan tapikaaaan


Yaa pokoknya begitu deh lah kunjungan gue ke rumah Dita

Pas tanggal 17-nya lo tau gaaaa?
Gue ketemu AMMAR!
Ya ! AMMAR! KETEMU!aaaaaaaaaaaaaaah GILA baru kemaren Eyan Retno cerita tentang dia eeeh udah ketemu ck
Udah gitu dia SOMBONG GILA masa buang muka waktu negliat gue
Iiih

Yasudahlah forget it


Udah ya capek ,
Byeeeeeeee all


-selmaaaaaaaaaaaaaa seldoooooooooooy-

award dari Renaakyuu hihi

asik asik asik asik


aku dapet butterfly award dooooooooooooooooooooooooooong


hahahahay


dapet dari Renakuu makasih banget ya sayangkuh


These are the rules:
1. Put the award logo on your blog
2. Add the link of the person who gave this award
3. Nominate another seven
4. Leave message to the nominees

aku mau kasih ini keee :
-Vhia
-Rara
-Alma

udah itu aja deh
Congrat! :)

sobek dehh

heyyy
udah lama ga sih gue ga posting? maaf pikun haha
abisnya sih komputer gue lagi aneh
masa kalo gue lagi internetan tiba-tiba mati gitu ihh najong bangettt

yaudahlah, gue mau cerita ya masa gini

kan tiga hari yang lalu pas hari kamis itu gue maen ke rumah Dyar tersayangg
yang main tuh gue, Nabila, Ririn sama Ayu
kita kesana naik jemputannya Dyar dengan Bang Ardi sebagai abang jemputan yang punya rambut dan wajah seperti Agnes Monica kejebur comberan -,-

pas nyampe di rumahnya Dyar kita ke kamarnya
tidur-tiduran bentar terus ngerjain pr IPS sama matematika (tumben rajin)
ga lama ngerjain,,,
Ayu : laperr....
Ririn : iya gue juga nih
Dyar : mau pada makan ?
all : mauuuuuuuuuuu
Dyar : tapi ngga ada makanan nih. beli depan masjid aja ya?
all : awkaaay !

terus akhirnya Dyar, Ayu sama Ririn berangkat buat beli makanan
pada mesennya ketoprak sama mi ayam
gue sama Nabila di rumah abisnya males sih eheh

ga lama gue ama Nabila nonton tv, eeeeh acaranya kuliner tentang JENGKOL
ya! J E N G K O L
ada yang pernah nyobain? rasanya gimana sihh?

setelah tuh acara selese tiba-tiba Ririn dateng
Ririn : huhaahahhsuahsuahhauahuahsauha -mau nangis tapi ketawa-
gue : ??? napa nyung?
Ririn : hahahahahahahahahahuahuahauhauhauhahuuhuhuhuhuhahahah
Nabila : iiiii aneh lu

ehh si Ayu juga masuk
Ayu : heh! yang anggota UKS obatin gue sekarang!
gue : yoy? ngapaaa?
Ayu : jatooooh!
gue : darimana? hmmmfff
Ayu : SEPEDA!!!
gue Nabila : hhhhhaaaaahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahah
Ayu : tawa ajaa lu cepet obatin
oke secara gue anak UKS jadi terpanggil jiwanya untuk mengobati teman tersayang

Dyar : -tiba2 masuk kaya setan- hahahahaha parahh!
gue Nabila : kenapa siiih?
Dyar : Ayu sama Ririn JATOH DARI SEPEDA hahahahahahahaahhaahahahhaha
Nabila : gahahahah kok bisa?
Dyar : jadi gini kan gue naek sepedannya sendiri, mereka boncengan. katanya gue mending duluan yaudah duuluan. pas mau turunan mereka ga dateng-dateng. hhmmmff . guenungguin aja. eh mereka tuh yang ngelewatin gue sambil ketawa-tawa. kata Ririn 'hahaah sialan tuh abang koran masa bilang itu ati-ati sepedannya hahaha menghina amat mentang0mentang lu gede yu' terus mereka yang ketawa-tawa heboh gitu. ahahaah
gue : terusin!
Dyar : ya abis itu mereka oleng gitu pas turunan, Ayu udah teriak-teriak gini

Ayu : aaaaah Ririn jangan goyang-goyang!
Ririn : aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

dan.....................

GUBRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAK !!!!!!!
yak mereka sukses mendarat dengan sukses di atas trotoar. dan parahnya lagi tuh tempat lagi rame
mereka jadi di kerubungin udah kayak orang kecelakaan
ada ibu-ibu yang bilang 'makanya udah tau turunan jangan maen2!!'
bukannya nolongin ya tu ibu ckckckckck

akhirnya mereka luka-luka
yang parah Ayu, tangan ama kaki ampe bedarah-darah
kalo Ririn mah cuma kaki doang lecet
ckckck mana berantem pula itu anak dua hhhhhhhhh -,----------

selain itu, banyak yang jadi korban
-sendal kakaknya Dyar yang dipake Ririn sobek
-jok sepeda Dyar yang dipake mereka sobek
-1 ketoprak sobek
-rem rusak
-keranjang sepeda penyok
-baju Ririn sobek

sobek semua dehhhh
ada untungnya gue ama Nabila mantengin tuh acara jengkol
coba kalo gue ikut, bisa-bisa bibir gue sobek lagi ck


yaudah ya ,
mau tidur dulu saya hihi
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee


selmaaaaaaaaa

mimpi ewwew

yoyoyo maaf baru sempet posting lagi
abisnya mulai males sih nih hehe

ehiya tanggal 7 kemaren masa gue mimpi loh!
MIMPI! hahah lebay

mimpinya tentang orang itu sih jadi ya gue agak gimana gitu deh
mau tau? mau ? yakin? haha
iya jadi gue mimpiin AMMAR!
sekali lagi gue mimpiin AMMAR! yak keprok-keprok deh

jadi begini
ceritanya malem-malem Reisa ke rumah gue
R ; selboo selboo keluar dooong
S ; apa reisoong?
R ; ikut gue yu!
S ; ha? kemana? udah malem!
R ; ayoooo

akhitnya gue ikut Reisa deh
nah pas di depan jalan rumah gue, tiba tiba HP gue bergetar-getar (haha najis)
---opening---
from : Ammar 49
woi , cepetan ke wartel gue udah nyampe

gue diam terpaku kaget campur aduk
S ; rei! Ammar sms gue!!
R ; hahahahaah
S ; serem lu ah
R ; ayo cepetan

pas gue nyampe di 'wartel ABC' emang ada Ammar disitu
A ; oi rei! sel!
R ; woy Ammar haha (toss gitu)
gue masih yang diem gitu deh kaget haha
A ; sel?
S ; ha? eh iya iya
A ; ......
S ; eh kita belom maafan loh (ngulurin tangan)
A ; eh iya iya ( jabat tangan gue )
terus kita keluar dari wartel sambil ngobrol2 gitu
eeeh ada motor lewaat dan yang ngendarain si Rizky mantan gue juga
pas dia ngeliat ada gue sama Ammar dia langsung puter balik gitu hahahah
aduh mimpi gue ada ada aja ihhh

ya begitulah mimpi gue hahah
udah ah lagi sakit nih panas badannya dadah semua muaaah haha


XOXO,

selmaaaa

happy new yeaar!

happy new year all :)

saya pengen posting soal new year nih ehehe

gue sebenernya bete sama new year taun ini
abisnya ya gue ga kemana-mana
cuma makan malem di hanamasa
tapi gpapa deh ada keberuntungan juga makan disana hihihi

kan gue mesti WL dulu di sana abisnya pada penuh
pas nunggu, tatapan mata gue tertuju pada satu orang
-cowok ganteeeng!-
wawawawa ganteng amat itu cowo
pake baju garis-garis putih merah, celana jeans, sepatu keds putih
maenan PSP
wawaw awaw
GUANTENG mas! hha

tapi ga sempet kenalan sih huhu
gapapa lah, aku akan terus ingat kamu *najoooongs

resolusi,
hem
resolusi gue taun 2009 apa ya?
1. tambah TINGGI!
2. makin pintaaar ;) paling engga rata2 80 keatas AMIN
3. disukai orang lain, menyenangkan hati orang lain
4. ga gegabah
5. tambah sabar
6. yaa be a better person lah ya

semoga tercapai AMIN :)

udah dulu ya mau tidur
dadah semuanyaaaah mihhihi


cheeers,

selmaaa a.k.a selboo ;)